X-Message-Number: 1363 Date: 27 Nov 92 03:42:56 EST From: Paul Wakfer <> Subject: CRYONICS: Amplification of My Posting #1333 What follows is a detailed amplification of the reasons for terminating my suspension contract with Alcor which I stated briefly in posting #1333. >since the termination of Alcor's contract with Mike Darwin, it is not >possible for Alcor to provide the quality of suspension for which I >contracted I stated earlier in that same posting that I believe that Alcor's suspension capability without Mike Darwin is still better (and I might add *much* better) than that of its competitors. Who can deny, however, that suspensions would have a far better chance of preserving the suspendee's identity and memories if the world's most experienced and knowledgable cryonics scientist is participating than if he is not. Furthermore, I believe that at the present time, and in comparison to the other individuals that are actually doing suspensions, his presence is indispensable. His knowledge and experience are so important, that if it is a choice of having him doing suspensions or having the people who do not like working with him doing suspensions (it is my understanding that these are mainly Tanya, secondarily Hugh and thirdly Ralph in deference to Tanya, his lover), then they must be taken off suspensions or at least told to put up with it or quit suspensions. His knowledge, experience and suspension capabilities outweighs the sum of theirs. Even Steve Bridge, since becoming President-elect has stated that he doesn't want Mike to be involved with suspensions at the present time and into the immediate future. I think this is ridiculous! When will we wake up to the fact that we are no longer a dozen cryonicists and if one goes there will be no one to replace him. There are many people out there in cryonicsland who would be happy and eager to come and work at Alcor if given the chance. There are many who are eager to work with Mike Darwin whom most of them admire greatly for his many accomplishments and his decades of dedication to cryonics. If Directors and management don't believe this, then I say let's find out by advertising the Alcor job positions to an open competition by anyone interested and choosing the 'best' applicant (which may well be the current holder of the position). That's what I was trying to accomplish when I asked for the formation of a Presidential Search Committee. That's what I was trying to accomplish when I questioned the completely closed non-competitive hiring of Derek Ryan. I was not saying that there was anything wrong with Derek, but that there might be people even better suited to the job out there who we did not know about and how could we know if we didn't let them know that the job was open. >The continuing tenure, as President, of a man who has, I believe >shown gross incompetence in that position and, in addition, gross >lack of personal integrity. Not much to say about this now that he's been fired as President. It looks like more that half the Board of Directors, not to mention dozens of Alcor clients, agree with me. He had already been removed from being chairman of the Board (one of my recommendations in "Its Time For A Change"). I've said for months that Carlos is not all bad. On many issues he has had some very good ideas and he may be a useful member of the Board until someone better comes along. There, he won't have to lie so much to cover his incompetence. Since he won't have any specific duties, he won't be able to damage Alcor by his procrastinations, laziness, disorganization, managerial ineptitude, and ass-covering deceit. He should be happier in that position since he will still be able to play the part of an omniscient sage without having to actually produce anything. His removal makes me happy because I am that much closer to being able to renew my suspension contract with Alcor. >The continuing presence, on the Board, of Keith Henson, Dave Pizer, >Carlos Mondragon, and Hugh Hixon each of whom (for very different >reasons) I consider unfit for service on that body. In addition, I >believe there are very good reasons why the Board of Directors should >not include *any* employees. The Board must also commit to changing >the method by which it is elected to allow for regional and member >participation. Both the present method and a fully democratic method >of choosing board members are unacceptable. Let me say right off that I also consider *myself* to be unfit to be on the Alcor Board of Directors. Stating this obviously shows that the phrase "unfit for service on that body" is not meant to imply that those who I have named are contemptible individuals devoid of any redeeming characteristics. For example, let me state unequivocally that I think that Keith Henson's act in violating member confidentiality to alert Mike Darwin that a friend of Mike's was imminent for suspension was an act of heroism. I might have done the same thing. I have certainly done similar things in the past. My moral values are such that I generally ignore rules and regulations - certainly any Laws - in favor of doing what I believe is *right*. For that very reason, I am not fit to work in a formal relationship with others, where I have to suppress my own values in favor of those of the group. My only argument with Keith concerning his breaking the rules is related to the old adage "you can't have your cake and eat it too"; he should have enough consistency and self-esteem to resign from the Board. But, of course, he has shown many times in his actions and in his writing that he does not. Keith Henson: In addition, to the above named admirable character attribute which makes him unfit to be on the Board, he has, I am sorry to say, many less than admirable characteristics which have the same result. Before I describe them let me state that I believe that Keith *is* a cryonics zealot. He contributes a huge amount of his life's time and energy to cryonics. The amount which he contributes is not the problem and much of it, especially in the technical area, is very valuable. I would by no means want him to leave Alcor altogether. Just get off the Board! Keith is one of the most unobjective people that I know (that often, unfortunately, comes with being a zealot). Charles Platt's posting #1339 stated this very well in a sarcastic manner. He also clearly suffers from a God complex, apparently believing that it is his sacred duty to pontificate to his flock concerning each and every statement posted on the NET which is contrary to his narrow and rigid world-view. He is also often a mean and nasty person. As is again often true with true believers, he will use slander, innuendo, snide remarks, lies, threats, betrayal, etc. - whatever it takes - to slay the dragons and right the wrongs as he sees them. He has shown some very basic misunderstanding of moral principles. When he wrote excusing Carlos for being a liar by giving examples of how we should and had to lie to the courts regarding the Dora Kent affair, he showed that he totally misunderstood the fundamental difference between lying to someone who is about to use the force of the gun to harm you or those you care about, and lying to someone with whom you have a relationship with respect to which your freedom and personal rights are fully acknowledged and unabridged. To me, Keith is a real disappointment as a Director. His experience with other organizations, his obvious intelligence, and his technical knowledge could have made him a real asset. However, it has become clear that he has certain character traits which are incompatible with his directorial functions. Among these are his closed mindedness to alternate organizational ideas, his arrogance, his emotionalism, his jumping to conclusions, his use of insinuations and innuendo in attempts at character assassination, his belief that unless you have been active in Alcor for more than 3 years and are on CRYONET, you just don't count. He also appears to bring with him from his troubles with the L5 society, considerable unresolved emotional baggage which he insists on applying to the unrelated problems in the cryonics movement. He should be encouraged to continue to contribute his technical excellence and his valuable service as a very active volunteer. Dave Pizer: Dave has been an active member of Alcor for many years. He visits the facility regularly, talks to the staff, and generally keeps in tune with what is going on. He gets some good ideas, and he doesn't just suggest them and wait for others to implement them, but has the energy and drive to carry them out himself. However, all that having been said, I do not believe that Dave has the objectivity and moral character required to be a Director. After seeing and hearing him in action many times, I do not believe that Dave understands what absolutes and principles are, what it even means to be logical and consistent. I have never met anyone like him in my life. I am astonished that such people can exist. He seems to be a complete and utter pragmatist, his position, on people especially, is like a flag in the wind. To him the universe of human action and relationships is nothing but shifting sand whereupon all things are possible and in fact probably take place. Whereon, no grounds exist for judging good from bad. Where, for any human act, the arguments for it being the right act are just as strong as the arguments for it being the wrong act. I recommend that Dave Pizer be encouraged to continue doing those things that he has done well in the past. His job as Treasurer of Alcor should be assigned to someone else. At times Dave acts like a blustering, blundering fool. In my opinion, he single handedly brought into the forefront the current conflict within Alcor, when he unreasonably judged an uncritical (and even flattering) document suggesting the establishment of a committee to search for a successor to Carlos Mondragon as President of Alcor, to be an attack on Carlos and demanded that specific criticisms be produced. In one insensitive, blundering move, he completely negated the hours of work and thought that I had put into that document just in order to make it noncontroversial and universally acceptable. Logically, it was clear that there must be some end to Carlos' presidency. The document did not ask for his removal and gave no timetable for his replacement. On the contrary, it made out a valid case, based on Carlos' publicly expressed desires, that the board was being neglectful of its gratitude for Carlos' years of service by *not* seeking out a successor. The purpose of the document was to communicate the requirements of the job to the membership and to attempt to find one or more Alcor members who were equal to that task and would be willing to assume it if/when Carlos should ever leave. If Dave hadn't ruined the whole plan Alcor might well not be in the turmoil it is today. Carlos Mondragon: Many of the reason's for removing him from the Presidency also apply to his to his position as a Director but with less urgency. These have been elucidated in great detail elsewhere. Hugh Hixon: It is hard for me to write this because I like Hugh as an individual and regard him as a friend. However, the Alcor Board of Directors should not have any Directors who are also on the staff and Hugh Hixon is a prime example of why this is a wise rule for organizations to follow. He has great difficulty separating his function on the board from his function as a staff member. In addition, Hugh does not appear to be a very independent minded individual. He is too easily swayed by the arguments and opinions of others to properly fulfil his function as a Director. Ralph Whalen: I now add Ralph's name to the list of Directors who should not be on the Board. He was, of course, on the list indirectly before since he is an Alcor employee. But some of his recent actions, the details of which I wish not to report, and his reply to Mike Darwin's departure statement show that there are enormous gaps in his understanding of many fundamental issues involving Alcor and the criticisms which many have levied at its current principles of operation. In addition, I believe he is not able to be objective concerning his own shortcomings or those of his lover and Alcor staffer Tanya Jones. >The continuing absence of technically competent transport and >suspension personnel including anyone suitable to organize and >conduct transports and suspensions. Mike Darwin is currently the >only person in the world competent for that job. He must be given >full responsibility, authority and cooperation to do that job and >to build a professional team for that purpose, including >replacements for himself. Any Alcor Directors or employees who >are not fully honest and cooperative must get out of the way. >There are sufficient qualified Alcor members who *are* happy to >work with Mike to replace those who have wanted him gone. Currently, it appears that Tanya Jones is the de facto head of the suspension team at Alcor. (Although if you ask some at Alcor you hear that Hugh Hixon is in charge. The problem is that nice guy and useful person to have around that he is, Hugh is hardly capable of being in charge of himself let alone anything requiring the organizational and interpersonal complexity of a suspension team). Although Tanya Jones is a hard, productive worker (40 hours a week that is) and has accomplished at lot in written documentation organizing the suspension and transport equipment and supplies and through Standard Operating Procedures (SOP's) the current suspension and transport methods, she completely and continually fails to understand the depth of knowledge and experience that is required to be the technical leader of transport and suspensions. She has consistently refused to take, or even acknowledge the necessity of, any formal technical or university biological or medical training. Instead, she is working on a correspondence course MBA (hardly something which will make her more competent at transport or suspensions). She has this totally unrealistic and arrogant attitude that by watching Mike Darwin and reading and mimicking what he does, she somehow becomes as qualified as he is at transport and suspensions. What does she think 20 years of experience and massive reading of the literature do for you? It is right and correct to not be in awe of someone who has vastly more knowledge and experience and to not accept what they say by the authority argument, but it is quite a different thing to think that in just a few months you can be their equal. Tanya is just simply too arrogant and too incapable of responding positively to any criticism to be in charge of suspensions. In part, I terminated my contract because I refuse to let her do my suspension. She could be a valuable Alcor employee in other areas and she could be a valuable part of the suspension team if she learns to accept construct criticism. Ralph Whalen has argued that Alcor suspension capability is better now because Tanya has done so much work organizing it and it was totally organized before. What he fails to realize is that the procedures, equipment and consumables involved *were* totally organized previously - in Mike Darwin's head - as witness the fact that he could put together a complete duplicate suspension capability at our Colton facility in the space of 2 months. Again I give her full credit for writing these down and organizing them on paper and computer. Because I was paying her 'under the table', it has not come out before that this, essentially, (as Mike Darwin's assistant) is the job for which I, Paul Wakfer, paid her salary from October 1991 to March 1992. It is my understanding that when Mike Darwin chose Ralph Whalen to become the team perfusionist after Jerry Leaf's deanimation, he knew that Ralph had the intelligence to do the job and he hoped that Ralph would become keenly interested, certainly to the extent of doing extensive reading and studying on the subject of perfusion (there are dozens of books and several current journals devoted to the subject) and hopefully to the extent of taking perfusion certification courses and getting some actual hospital experience. Instead Ralph has only and exclusively learned the necessary button pushing and operational rules to do the standard suspension perfusion procedures. To his credit, he appears to know that there is more that should be done, but his real interests at Alcor lie elsewhere. Still in my book, we need an interested, experienced perfusionist or at least someone in charge who has experience (Mike Darwin) before the Alcor team can be considered adequate in this area. Again to his credit in contrast to Tanya, Ralph, I believe, would gladly relinquish his suspension team job if such a person came along. Hugh Hixon is too (unconsciously) irresponsible and incapable of thinking farther than the end of his nose, to have any 'position' on the suspension team. With his vast knowledge of equipment of all types and his excellent fix-it abilities, he is a great man to have around when thing go wrong. He should always be included in suspensions in that context. He is also good at producing technical modifications or building new things if they don't need to be done on schedule and are generally designed by someone else. He is also very well read scientifically (perhaps too much to ever be able to specialize and to actually accomplish any of his professed research goals) and sometimes makes useful scientific contributions. >The Board's official sanction of the use of Endowment Fund >principal for operational needs and the rejection of the advice >and concern of the Endowment and Patient Care Trust Fund advisory >committees which led to their mass resignation. Alcor must >institute an inviolable policy to never again use anything except >the real dollar earnings of the Endowment and Patient Care funds. Both the Endowment Fund (EF) and the Patient Care Trust Fund (PCTF) should be made into arms length trusts. By this I mean that the Board of Directors should appoint trustees to manage them and that these trustees should have a similar relationship to the Board that, for example, the Supreme Court has to the Presidency. The board can appoint them for a certain term, but cannot remove them except for explicitly enumerated breaches of fiduciary trust. The trustees have total control over the investment of the trust, they decide what real dollar gain has been produced by the trust and thus what amount to returned to Alcor each quarter. The Board only has the power to appoint new trustees if vacancies occur by attrition or at end of appointment term, to contribute more money to the trust and to receive any real profits which the trust produces. In extreme emergencies, when all other recourses had failed, the trustees (not the Board) would have the power to 'save' Alcor by using some of the EF principal. Only if the patients themselves were in mortal danger, would the trustees (not the Board) be allowed to use any of the PCTF principal. >The overcharging of the Patient Care Trust Fund for operating >expenses and the consequent virtual theft of funds from helpless >patients to get more money for Alcor's wasteful operational >purposes and the continuing negligence in making that fund a fully >independent trust. With respect to the independent trust idea see above. As for the overcharging, first I have never seen, and I don't think anyone has *ever* produced, an accounting which shows how much the fund has grown by its earnings in terms of real dollars (or, for example, that the real dollars per patient in storage in growing - taking into account that heads need less than bodies). Certainly, when the board voted at its last public meeting to transfer moneys that operations had expended on patient care from the PCTF to operations, nothing was said about how this amount of money was related to the real dollar earning of the PCTF and no review was taken of the details of the accounting and assignment of patient care expenditures. Without these facts which are not available, it is nevertheless my understanding that in recent years major changes have taken place in the assignment of expenses to the PCTF and in the contributions from Alcor general funds to the PCTF. This, I believe, is a major reason why Alcor can afford the number of staff it has today. Certainly, the large yearly donations for staffing and other needs have all but dried up. Carlos has been very crafty and creative at using all the funds under his control to suit his purposes and a rubber stamp board offered no resistance. >The absence of staff and volunteers who are passionate zealots, >who eat, sleep and breath cryonics, eagerly working day and night >seven days a week, and ready to move heaven and earth to thrust >cryonics and immortalism into modern society, and to win the >battle with deathism. Here, I plead guilty to, with emotion packed prose, attempting to explain a problem which needs a much longer statement and analysis. The best elucidation that I have written to date of what I mean was included in "Its Time For A Change". "What sold me on cryonics was the sincere, heartfelt, open, honest, starry-eyed yet down-to-earth articles and reports that appeared in almost every issue of Cryonics. These few zealots and visionaries were actually talking of defeating death and were doing research on a shoe-string to prove their point." ---and--- "I visited Alcor for the first time when I came to the Venturist July 4th weekend in 1991. I returned several times in the fall before moving here Feb 1, 1992. I worked at Alcor most days spending 12 to 14 hours for about 3 weeks in the fall and from Feb 1, 1992 until about mid April when I began working with Mike Darwin. In tune with the mission that Alcor has (a revolutionary change in society's view of death), I expected to find a tightly knit, dedicated, efficient band of zealots working long hours, largely independent of normal work standards except as they needed to communicate with the rest of society, people with starry eyes, radiant faces, fervent minds, and passionate hearts." ---and--- "To make cryonics a 'success' (ie. reach a large enough size and level of societal clout for suspensions to become medical procedures, for cryonics societies to be major institutions surviving and growing over the centuries, and to begin to resuscitate the present and future suspension patients), requires an enormous amount of dedication, efficiency, zeal, organization, intelligence, planing, just plain hard work, and, after all that, a fair amount of luck. You can't do it with the 40 hour work week, good enough will do, don't worry we'll do it tomorrow, we're doing the best we can, mentality. We need staff who breath, eat, sleep, and (excuse my vulgarity) even shit cryonics. Many will say that I'm asking too much. Well I'm not asking anything that I can't deliver, I'm not asking for something which others have not delivered to cryonics in the past (namely Mike Darwin), and what's more, I'm not asking for something which isn't necessary for cryonics to succeed! The enormous extension of our individual lives is worth it, and the total remolding of society which the immortalist idea requires to be successful demands it! In my estimation, very damned few of the current Alcor staff match this picture." >The conciliatory, try to please everyone, bandaid approach taken >by the new Directors, when wholesale changes are needed *now*. The Board seems to have snapped out of this approach and are making wholesale changes. I earnestly hope that they continue. >The irresponsible hiring of new staff when the present ones are >not working nearly effectively enough and there is no money to >pay for the new staff. Here I meant the hiring of Tanya Jones and Derek Ryan without recourse to advertising the availability of those positions and without budgetary planning concerning the need for, and the payment of, those jobs. Of working harder I have written elsewhere in this document. >The irresponsible abandonment of computers adequate for their >needs and which were largely supplied to them gratis. And the >subsequent purchase and installation, at a cost of considerable >time and money, of computers which are more powerful and deluxe >than is reasonable in comparison with the money that Alcor has to >spend and what its spending priorities should be. Al Lopp and I supplied much of the computer equipment and software which Alcor had up until I ceased residing at Alcor in April 1992. I had already upgraded the last of the 8088 motherboards to 286 12 or 16 MHz. With my 10 years of experience as a provider of hardware, software, services, consulting and teaching in the PC industry, I consider that in relation to their needs, their funds available and their primary goals of suspensions, patient care and research, Alcor had at that time adequate computer power and software. To my chagrin, it wasn't more than 2 months after I had upgraded him from WordStar on an original IBM PC to Ventura and WordPerfect on a 16 MHz 286 with 4 MB of memory and a special 14" white screen for Ventura, that he demanded and received a 486 with hard disk and color monitor. In essence, completely rejecting my gift and my judgement. Mike Perry did essentially the same thing, however, I don't blame him so much because he is just too insensitive of human relationship in all areas to ever think of such a thing. No suggestion was ever received from Alcor that I could have back my donated equipment which was no longer being used. Mike Darwin has urged me several times to go and reclaim it. But I find the whole thing too distasteful to face. I have never liked attempting to take back gifts however much they were spurned, preferring instead to resolve never to be burned, at least by the same people, again. >The continued recruiting of clients at the expense of perfecting >the product which they are being asked to purchase. Concomitant >with this salesmanship is the distortion of the real, current >possibility of actually ever coming back if one is suspended now. The first sentence is pretty obvious. Alcor is, and has been for years, spending at lot of time, energy and money on finding and signing up new members. Alcor has been spending precious little time, energy and money on reducing the damage done to the body and the brain by its suspension procedures. I admit to having only indirect evidence to my statement concerning the misleading of persons contemplating sign-up. Based on the distortions of Alcor's suspension capability, the faith of most of the Alcor staff that the magic of nanotechnology will solve all problems (perhaps this is also why they are not committed to further research?) and the lack of any fundamental understanding of the problems of cryonics by both Ralph Whalen and his sign-up successor Derek Ryan (plus also Derek's salesman background), until someone convinces me otherwise I will believe that prospective members are not being verbally given the 'hard and gritty truths' concerning suspension that they once were. >The secrecy in Alcor Board meetings concerning things other than >client confidentiality in a continuing attempt by certain >directors to hide their real selves, and to keep the facts >concerning the strife and turmoil encompassing Alcor, from >suspension clients. If Alcor Directors are proud of what they are doing, they should be happy to let the clients be a part of it. If they are not proud of what they are doing or not doing right, then the clients must be part of it in order to help right these wrongs or to lobby for the removal of Directors who can't do things right. Anything else is unacceptable false faces, and duplicitous words. >The continuing lack of openness, objectivity and candor in the >pages of Cryonics. If Alcor wishes to keep Cryonics 'clean' for >recruiting purposes, then start a newsletter for members only in >which Alcor's problems can be fully and openly discussed. Ralph does a great job of the production of Cryonics its appearance is very professional and is vastly improved over what it was. However, if he can't bring himself or isn't otherwise able to seek out and to print the 'hard and gritty truths' that I agree used to be the hallmark of Cryonics and are what sold me on Alcor in the first place, then someone who can should become editor. Ralph would be great as production manager. Even if we start a newsletter for client only critical opinion, their still needs to be a change in Cryonics back to the total unvarnished truth about cryonics. Just to let you know, Alcor did immediately refund my $35,000.00 suspension prepayment plus interest. They borrowed $15,000.00 of it from the Endowment Fund! Rate This Message: http://www.cryonet.org/cgi-bin/rate.cgi?msg=1363