X-Message-Number: 1669 Date: 23 Jan 93 23:35:51 EST From: David S Pizer <> Subject: CRYONICS In reply to Curtis Henderson. I have always admired your honesty. I appreciate your open answers to me in previous discussions. In your Cryonet posting you state that I (and Scott Herman) "... know full well where the entire archives of CSNY and Cryospan are located." Curtis, I know your statement is an honest mistake on your part as I have no idea where they are. I would like to see them. If anyone knows where they are and how I can see them I would appriciate this information. In reply to Saul: I am not accusing you of anything except, perhaps, occasional bad judgement, not bad intentions. And in fairness, I am trying to gather information to help me see if my first impression of your bad judgement is true, or if I might have been wrong. As a Board Member, and a suspension member, I have a responsibility to consider the judgement of each powerful person in Alcor. I have been honest and open to you in my opinion of your judgement. As far as Dick Jones wanting to give more money to his relatives, (which you say is "factually wrong and grossly distorted"), I got that information from your article in "Cryonics" magazine, where you stated that Dick came to you several months before his deanimation and wanted to rewrite his will to give his relatives a larger chunk of his estate, and you talked him out of it. If there is an error in my reading of your article please tell me specifically where it is. I don't understand the difference in your new claim that I am not exactly responsible for the failure to get the Arizona building but you now say it is an "evasion of his (my) responsibility." What does that mean? While I was calling and getting pledges for the building, you were telling people that you were not for it. How is this an evasion of my responsibility? I was asked by the Board to make calls to try to raise the money. I got pledges and money for a good part of it, before you started the war on Carlos. What else could I have done? Saul, you have stated several times that you would be glad to answer questions about the past. In a recent posting I have asked some questions. I tried to ask them "nicely" as you requested. Would you be willing to answer them nicely? If you feel the questions are phrased in a bad way, would you please give me an example of how you would like them asked and I will rewrite them. These are hard questions that I feel obligated to ask and I don't know any other way to ask them. Saul, I feel there is some evidence that the troubles with CSNY and Cryo-span were more than just soley financial. If you will answer all the questions, I will be able to determine if I am wrong. I would like to address some of the comments made by Mike Darwin in his response to my earlier comments and my attempts to ask questions of Saul Kent and others about historical cryonics matters. First, I would like to say that I am sorry that Mike has combined his remarks with so much personal attack on me. I hold no such hatred for Mike. I disagree with him and I respect his right to disagree with me. I hope in future responses Mike can stick to issues. I value what he has to say. Mike has called my questions to Saul "dirty innuendos." I will admit I am not as good a writer as Mike and others. Perhaps in my style of writing I am being misinterpreted. If this is so, would someone please take my questions and put them in a style that is more correct so I can learn what I am doing to give this false sense of accucsation in my questions. Mike says my questions are "loaded." I do not intend them to be. For them to be "loaded" I would have to know the answers. If I knew the answers, I would not ask the questions. Mike says: "The story of CSNY and Cryo-span is an interesting one, a tragic one, and one from which there is much to learn. Unfortunately it is the Board of Directors of Alcor and some of its staff which needs to learn the lessons this story has to teach, not Saul Kent." Mike, I am a Director. I am asking Saul Kent about this. I am trying to learn the story. If I don't ask Saul, how am I going to learn? Mike states in several nasty ways that I alledge 7 patients were "lost." Mike seems to take offense with the word "lost." I got my information from Mike Perry. Mike then names 7 patients who CSNY or Cryo-span had some involvement with that were eventuly unfrozen. If you don't like the word "lost" then I will use some other word to refer to the patients who were unfrozen and are now rotted away. Would you please suggest a word to replace "lost?" Mike defends CSNY and Cryo-span with stories of how they didn't have enough mnoney and lots of other reasons. I am not condeming them. I want to look a little closer at the stated reasons. Curtis has indicated that there may have been more going on than just financial problems. I would like to look into this. Am I wrong to want to ask questions about other possible problems? Mike claims that the patients seemed doomed from the start. He gives excuses because these were the first ones. However, Mike forgets that the first man frozen is still frozen. Mike says that 2 years with the first 5 patients was not long enough to know that the arrangement of giving the relatives control was a bad policy. Yet Curtis indicates that some other CSNY members were arguing that the policy was wrong in the beginning? Is it wrong to ask questions about this? Mike says that they kept hanging on because they felt things would get better. But things got worse. I want to know why, if they honestly felt things would get better, they got worse. Mike refers to various posting on the net in the past few months by Alcor members as "mean-spiritedness and gross stupidity." How can the act of Alcor members asking questions, giving opinions, and trying to learn more by brainstorming on the net be "gross stupidity?" Mike, if Alcor members are going to learn about the organizatin that is charged with trying to save their lives, they have to be allowed to ask some "stupid" questions. Personally, I do not think there are any stupid questions when one's life is at stake. Mike then goes on to refer to the Alcor Board and Staff as "Crud rising to the top." I believe that at this time Alcor has as good a Board and Staff as we have ever had. Just because you have left and other are now volunteering to carry the load is no reason to refer to them as "crud." Mike says that patients DeBlasio and Mandel were removed for financial considerations. Curtis, on the other hand, has indicated that there may have been other reasons; That their relatives were unhappy with their care and other things that were going on. Is it irresponsible to ask questions about other possibles reasons why any cryonics organization might lose patients? Mike says that Nelson had everyone fooled. How do you explain then that the Chamberlains could see through him? If the Chamberlains could see he was a phoney, why couldn't others? (I ask this in an honest, curious manner). Curtis has indicated that there was a lot of dissent in their organizaiton. Now it seems to me that you are confirming this in your statement referring to others in their organization: "... in sharp contrast to the dozen or so others who were content to sit on their asses and throw innuendo and lies about the situation they knew Nothing about." Would you please name the dozen people who were telling lies about CSNY and Cryo-span and perhaps Saul and Curtis at the time, and what were the lies they were telling? Towards the end of your posting you again say: "Alcor could learn much from the CSNY/Cryo-span experience." Damn it Mike, that is what I am trying to do. How can I learn if you keep arguing that Saul, and perhaps others, should not answer questions about this? Do you want to censor us from asking questions and insist that we only listen to prepared responses and not have an opportunity to ask questions when we do not understand what when on? Lastly Mike, I notice you often try to compare people, who differ with you, to Bob Nelson. You accuse me of defending him, when Mike Perry and I did on interview of him several years ago. I am sorry if I gave you the impression I am defending Nelson; I am not. However, I see Nelson differently then you see him. You see him with an intent to do wrong from the start. I see him as a man who acted irresponsible and compounded problems, and bad judgement, with dishonesty. However I do not think he meant to do wrong from the start. In either case, he did do wrong. In my view, I am not trying to defend what he did. I am just trying to objectively see the facts. You have hatred for Nelson, while I more fear that situations that happened in the past might happen again and I would like to have a calculated plan to avoid any past mistakes, in the future. To do this, I feel I need to know as much about the history of cryonics as possible. Therefore I ask questions. I resent that you try to dirty me by comparing me to Nelson, a man who abandoned his patients when the going got rough. Perhaps you forgot that after I was released from the Alcor facility, by the police, the first time (in the Dora Kent raid), I returned to the facility (with Mike Perry) to do what I could. After I was ordered to stop taking pictures, I continued to take them. This led to my arrest. I did not know what they would do to me, I was frightened, but I felt an obligation to try to help as best I could. It turned out that the pictures I took served as evidence to prove that an official was at the raid. That official claimed he wasn't there, but my pictures proved otherwise. It ended in a $90,000 award for Alcor members and was part of the overall force that caused us to win our battle with them. Perhaps, my action, and the action of others, may have prevented them from destroying Dora? In any case I did not abandon Alcor. You on the other hand, did quit your position as leader of Alcor. I hope in the future you will cease to compare me with Nelson. I have never quit my position at Alcor, nor resigned my membership; even though the lies and inneundos about me have caused me, my wife and friends much pain and sorrow. Throughout this, I continue to volunteer to do work for Alcor, I continue to speak up for Alcor, I continue to give all I can spare for Alcor, I continue to bring more of my friends and others into Alcor. Mike, I am not the one who has abandoned Alcor and I am asking you to please quit comparing me to Nelson. 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