X-Message-Number: 31076 Date: Tue, 23 Sep 2008 21:53:14 -0700 (PDT) From: William O'Rights <> Subject: Imminst Post 7,570 Wednesday at 2pm I have an appointment for the results of my CT scan and for Chemo. IaC m calling in the morning to tell them my physical presence wonaC t be required because IaC m skipping the chemo, and although I would like to see the actual CT results, they can send that to me in disc format and IaC ll look at that myself. I would like to have a discussion with Dr, Kurt at the scheduled time however. All I really need is the number, how big is that tumor? I can feel it, itaC s still there but I canaC t get a good read on it because my stomach has shrunk and in order to get good estimation I would have to eat enough to compress it. That it is that small that I would have to do that indicates to me that itaC s down more than the 15% that he said he expected. According to him, the 11.4cm tumor should be 9.12cm to 9.12cm, and he would be excited to see it at 8.55cm. The best heaC s heard of would be a 50% reduction that would leave it at 5.7cm. My best guess right now is that it is 5cm, thataC s my call. A 5cm tumor, while outside the norm for shrinkage, is on one hand a cause for celebration, but thereaC s also reason for concern. It took 40 days for a one cm to blow up to 11.4cm, and the doubling time always increases with each new growth. We are 40 days away from the end of the deathwatch thread. The only difference between now and May 21st is that I have a war chest of vitamins to fight this, so if I cross that line at all, itaC s going to be clear why I crossed it. I am not currently sick as compared with the 21 days of not eating and being, well, sick. But I am not well either. I have little energy. My head is cloudy much of the time. I move and think at a snails pace, my posting and research is way down, my sleep hours are way up. ThataC s all I got 4 now. Live Long and Well Rate This Message: http://www.cryonet.org/cgi-bin/rate.cgi?msg=31076